Sunday, November 15, 2009

terima kasih

Posted by aqilah ismail at 2:47 AM
the story begin when a gurl has been dumped. it's not like, 'omg!!! my world's end!!!' but, somthing like, 'what i've done? i'm not doing anything wrong.' dat gurl was not crying at all. in the darkness (sebab tengok crite antu dalam gelap) she started to think and think. her heart ached. she tried to resist. she can't tell her friends next to her. they were like so into dat 'crite antu' so much. she tried to text her abgku but, he was in unstable condition and totally out of his mind (haih2!). she wanted to tell one of her gf, but she can't. dat gf was in worst condition then her. then, she wanted to tell one of her best babe, but can't reached her just using phone (kena on9 baru bleh bagitau). suddenly she remembered mr ss. she can't tell him. she didn't want to be 'campak dari jambatan unimas' by him. she continued watching da crite antu.

esok paginye, dat gurl bangun dengan keadaan blur2. apa yang sebenarnya berlaku malam tadi..??dat gurl menyusun kembali memorinya dan menukar statusnya di facebook tetapi telah disedari oleh mr ss. mr ss agak terasa hati kerana dat gurl x memberitahunya malam tadi. her best babe pun ada tanya. her abgku actually worried about her but he still intoxicated. dat gurl still blur2.

malamnya, dat gurl ada date dengan abgku dan mr ss. pegi keluar dinner je pun. dat gurl sangat terasa nak cerita semua benda kat dorang. but they like so happy and she can't ruined dat. dat gurl laughed and laughed. malam tu merupakan malam yang memang happening. dat gurl felt secure. dye fikir, 'these guys won't hurt me. they are my bestfriends. they try their best to make me happy. i can't cry'.

lepas jer balik dari hangout dgn abgku dan mr ss, dat gurl met her housemate and acted like nothing goes wrong. when she entered her own room, its like, "now i'm alone. he's no longer there when i need him. no longer text me and call me 'cyg'. no longer sing for me when i feel bored, when i feel down, no longer worry about me when i'm sick" she started to cry. with 'yakinlah aku menjemputmu' by kangen band was on, she started to cry. dat gurl pun larilah g bilik housemate dye and cried on her shoulder. dat gurl menangis seolah-olah mahu melepaskan segala benda yang memberatkan hatinya. all her housemates were so worried and tried to calm her. she tried to gain her strength. she pretended to look ok. she laughed again.

then, she went back to her room. mr ss was so worried about her. he tried not to sleep in order to accompany her go through da lonely night. abgku asked for her ex phone number. he wanted to 'pancung kepala' dat guy. her best babe tried to calm her (even her condition is worst). dat gurl tahu, ramai lagi yang sayang dye. dat gurl promised to herself, she will love them more and more, and be their strength when they need her no matter what. yang paling penting, Allah sentiasa di sisi. she stopped crying...

guys....
terima kasih...


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