still dalam mood exam. ade lagi 2 papers dan boleh dikatakan paper yang meninggalkan kesan degil la. even dalam study mode, sempat lagi tengok Charmed. ingat x, citer pasal 3 hot witches that called themselves the Charmed One. time tu kalau tak salah tahun 1999, sye still darjah 4. hahaha. yang ada dalam simpanan skang dari season 1-5. i need to admit it. sangat2 addicted. dah ulang lebih 5 kali for each season. dalam banyak2 menda yang sye perasan dalam citer Charmed ni, selain good vs evil, forbidden marrige and all sort of things, each episode mesti ade hot guy. x kesah la, innocent ke, demon ke, one night stand je ke, tapi mesti ade hot guy. sometime, they like so~~o hot and make me feel ''owh, dis is my dream guy'' *stadi la pompuan. stop drooling!* (suare2 halus).
come to think, what do i actually look for a guy. i mean, of coz, for soulmate, kena cari yang boleh bimbing sye ke jalan Allah. tapi, what kind of guy that i can consider as dream guy..??
1) yang pastinya, sye akan cari guy yang lebih gelap dari sye. sesungguhnye lelaki yang lagi cerah dari sye walau cuma 1 tona lebih cerah dikategorikan sebagai PUTIH. ok. memang la lelaki cerah lagi cute, dan sye memang sangat suke hero2 cerita korea dan kalo boleh nak ade astro beyond utk tengok korea in HD. tapi, utk berjalan seiring dengan lelaki yang lagi cantik, sye tekankan di sini, cantik, bukan pilihan sye. dan sye rase lelaki tanned or dark, more to dark, have their own charm. hee~~
2) utk ketinggian, actually, sye x pernah kisah. sebabnya, selama sye dah pandai cari lelaki teman sye msg sampai pagi ni, sye tak pernah lagi dapat lelaki yang tinggi dari sye. hello~ im juz 170cm. not that tall, juz big.
3) kena ade sense of humor. emm..its normal i think for a girl to find someone that can heal your pain by the wind of laughter (whoa!! where i got this phrase from??)
4) i realize this when i was in matrix. i really love the guy that damn cool in front of others and show his true colours just in front of me. ok. bukan la temper, sex maniac. tapi funny, banyak cakap, gila2. giler suka bila ada orang cakap dgn sye, ''suka la tgk si X ni. senyap, sopan, baik je.'' padahal kat belakang memang sengalss. im pretty sure it's not a good thing to have a boyfriend with double faces, but, i like it in some ways.
5) yang pastinya sye suke guy yang suke menyanyi and have such a good voice. lelaki yang suke karoke perhaps. hehehe...
6) yang ni sye baru perasan recently. sye suke lelaki yang giler kamera. taking picture is a good way to preserve a particular memory. and i really like to do it a lot.
7) rasanya yang paling penting ialah how he make me feel. lelaki kacak a.k.a jejaka idaman malaya will make me like "whoa!! hot guy in da house!!'' but most of the time, sye nampak that guy is a guy that make my head spinning is after i know him well. i mean, really well. most of the time, lelaki yang pada awalnya, tak terdetik pun nak crush on him. obviously im not colbi caillat. i don't feel lucky to fall in love with my bestfriend. it screwed us up.
8) add on lain macam protective, caring etc..etc..etc.. that a common sense. err..i think.
okeh. enough talking about guys. whoever meant to be with me in the future, i just need to accept him with a big hug. back to study. good luck for me..!!
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